ok then, the schizophrenic in me has resurfaced and ordered me to get the heck GOING!
my organized side has had me make a list.
(hope reigns supreme.)

i have to say that one of the hardest things i've ever dealt with is being so incredibly far from my family. for the first time in five years, today, i regret coming here. because nothing (nothing) is worth this feeling. of not knowing when i'll see them next, and when i do, knowing that it won't be for more than two weeks.